Date: 10.24.2010
Time: 9:23 PM

Another post den!

I guess i muz had been pretty jealous of wads happening around...was on a random cruise around facebook (wait, y was i not dat badly addicted to facebook den others aweddy r? hmm...) and saw dese albums of people celebrating their 21st b'ade in glitz and glamour...well, grats to den, of cos, 21 is a long time coming...come to thk bout it, how did i celebrate mine?

oh yeah, now i do!

well, cos i was supp to b at work dat dae, so i wisely pulled the dae off...spent the rest of day spending quality, good time with my gd, old nuclear family, and unwinding...customers the prev day wld had successfully driven me up the wall...birthday cake? yeah...i made dat myself, with 2 layers of butter-baked layers, sandwhiched with blueberry jam, with 21 jelly beans arranged in the number '21' on the top of the cake...simple, subtle and with the sincerity of a b'dae.

so dats it: no big hoo-haa of a celebration, no seperate arrangements for seperate parties for seperate people...none

y i'm bringing dis up is cos i been lately exposed to a plethora of invitations to 21 b'daes...frm o' friends, from new ones...i wld b a fool if i decline dat, except for certain circumstances (exams...haix) dat cause me to fall out...i did attend once...one for a friend of mine...and it was good o' fun...mingling wif o' pals and catching up (and reviving key moments...oh, the times)...well, its nice to have dese pals around on my 21st b'dae...i had a great vision for my 21 b'dae bk before 23/02...like, really grabbing everyone i knew (and had a substantial relation with) till now to a hall i might had reserved in a restrauant, and in style (whoo, my folks will probably succumb under the bills...lol)...but i realise, wait, dats not ME at all...i'm not the kind of people who likes to be center of attention...i'm more like the kind of preson who desire a small group of true, dedicated people...dos who stand by me all the while...my family.

its no glam, i admit, but in the least, i'm still glad dat i choose the other way to pass the major milestone. if not for this thought, i prob might had quietly cursed myself for allowing that to pass like a normal day (dat might b the fear of some folks out dere, unfortunately)...

dat aside, the first sem is nearing its conclusion...3 more wks!