Date: 2.01.2009
Time: 6:21 PM

been quite an eventful 3 daes since i take on the role of a sec com...all seems to b relatively okay...whaty troubles me though is the fact that dose men seem to doubt my abilities as an admin spec...well, not strange since u had been an admin spec for so long...i occasionally give a few wrg commands and often oversome some situations whr the men's welfare turned out to b a priority...such as the sit whr i called them to drop their fieldpacks and den called them to pick them up again shortly after to bring to their bunks...embarassin, but i atke as a less learnt...

although i threw away my life as an admin spec behind, the past always come and haunt me often...for examnple, the new admin clerk still had not fully grasped the theory of indentments despite me teachin over 3 days the prev wk...and den deres the batt hq huntin me down for things dat was not fully within my job scope...and dats on the first day of my job as sec com!...frustratin, but i am still tryin to tie off as much of the losse ends as poss now...but certainly gone r dos calls askin for the admin spec...been a welcomin one, but i'm still anticipatin calls frm my men instead!...=(

started my first lesson on a gd note...although it involved a relatively heavy discussion wid my PS, whos no doubt well trained in his field...i also showed den a bit of wad i'm capable on when i sent den on a 'drill lesson' when they failed to march properly after dinner...well, dats the rite thing to begin wid...cannot wait to b overwhelmed anyway...

when deres notin much goin on in training, life as a sec com gets relatively ambiguous...u often hang around wid colleges, mix wid the top, or do some pl-related chores...such as the db tour i went on frm csm...notin much, but when i left on last fri, some were 'doubtful' if the released personnel i am fetchin would b in a great mood...but as i expected, notin much chamged in and he is not relatively impressed by the changin env around him...the db camp is total isolation...embarassin is the fact dat even the CPLs here thk they r come officers or somethin, given dat they had to exert a lv of authority in dere...oh yeah, the camp's hard to find as well...the driver and i were lost for a few rounds in choa chu kang...

as sec com, u get to do things alot more den usual...for example, havin lunch at a canteen!...dats somethin i haven did since i became admin spec...or shoppin at the e-mart!...considerin the amt of stores lost over trainin so far, dats been a veri welcomin move as well...sec coms usually handle the practical part of the trainin while the PS handle the theory part, considerin their lv of expertise in their topics...

well, field camp comin up, a 2d, 1n course...shdn't b an issue now, but dat would b the first time i will b away frm camp since aug...haha, shall c wad the feelin will b like...