Date: 2.15.2009
Time: 11:00 AM

2oth b'dae comin soon...but a pity, will b celebratin it inside camp...might wanna take an off, but veriunlikely given the current trainin sche the coy is havin...well, happy b'dae to myslef in advance, i wun b around for the nxt 2 wks...the whole batt involved wid some high-profile exercise...our coy is playin its part as well...

2nd wk in my new job, and i'm noticin some anomalies in my scope...i may sux at a few stuffs, but despite dat, it seems dat the men's expressions towards cannot b denied...hmm, claimin dat they like me as aduty sgt for the dae den the others gave me somethin to ponder...prehaps i relaxin too much...the men do ask me on some occasions when they can have wad we call 'welfare for soldiers'...my gentle side calls me to relax and give it to den, but reality strikes me dat dis will onli deterioate their morale in the long run...unadvisable, but diff, considerin the fact dat ppl will b askin me on a 'somehow regular' basis...

in addition, i dun feel totally at home wid the other sec coms yet...maybe cos i dun feel dis aura of familiarity dat i feel when i was bk in my sch daes...dat 'aura' tk a long while to fully cultivate, as far as i can rmb...but the ppl round me r steppin up...men askin me out for a dinner wid den (i rejected: the times's not rite)...colleages askin me out to a club wid den ( i rejected as it contradicts my personlaities)...things do get emotionally complex sometimes...

notin much else to talk bout for now...alot of stuffs up in store though...1 camp, 1 mob, 1 live firing...enough to throw yrself outta the window if yr morale is low enough...kk, c u when i'm 20!