Date: 12.31.2008
Time: 11:48 PM

And another yr comin to a close...

dats been a yr full of army stuffs...seriously, i dun thk much of dos college knowledge had remained much in my brain since i last entered the army liao...i feel as gd as brainwashed...but well, i still got another yr to clear...once dats done, i will use dos 6 mths left to get bk was i lost...and make a mark when i enter uni!...gonna live life meaningfully!

dat one yr been an emotional roller-coaster...but somehow, me thks i feelin more of the downs den ups...gettin into dis army things juz freakin opeded up a new world and 'shattered' dis 'fantasy' dat i been indulgin in too much in my college yrs...the mistakes u make in sch can more or less b forgiven...the things u fear den is juz stayin bk for like, half a dae...but in the army, mistakes committed r juz too visible...and equally unforgivable...dat one thing u fear instead will b the slammin of a jail door instead...dat alone is life-shatterin nough...

despite all dos challenges i faced so far...frm tekong to pair lebar to nee soon and to jurong, i'm quite still standin and mentally sound...i may had a few emotional breakdowns a few times, but the fact dat i haven reported for depression yet means dat i still relatively better off...i saw some trainees in my coy who got warded in hospitals cos of some mental issues...ended up in IMH...wad happens dat will not b worth sae'in here...but thing is, when i lk at things now, they seem to b quite less severe den it lks...

things lk brighter too as 2009 comes...joinin me is dat one ass who came frm khatib camp...hes been quite helpful so far, but it kinda worries me when he was so quiet...i dun waste as too much time as i used to when i dun have an assistant...new specs r comin in as well...if i'm lucky nough, i might have another admin spec to help!...dat would b awesome, cos...

k lor, sayonara 2008, maybe 2009 will b a great yr!