Date: 10.01.2008
Time: 1:02 AM

my body is achin like none before...nvr been awhile since i felt dis sensation...dat can onli b one thing: the training my coy 2IC is givin is none other den decent!...none shd thk dat cos the admin spec is at office, he is forever at the office...cos we got other phy requirments to clear for yr 1 , so stuff like SOC die die still have to clear...well, and to do dat, 2IC is doin us a favour by includin special exercises dat other RECs nvr see before...and prob wun want to do...i'm sae'in so cos i somehow managed to allocate some time off to run along wid the RECs on a run...and fell abit sry for the fellas who r constantly laggin behind...to thk dat i was one of den, b'in at the bk of the pack, but noe'in wad went wrg and tk dat piece of thought to imp myself...and somehow made it...dats y i den volunteered to b wid the weak ones...i wish i can show den the true meanin of accomplishment....when u feel satisfied and sae: hey lk, i did somethin meaningful todae...dos r like, one of the few rare moments i had wid dos RECs...

but somehow the dark side emerged durin stand-by-area...but prehaps its cos i juz too freakin free cos its bk-out...my sense for details had nvr faded much and i managed to scan out a gd no. of errors, much to the horror of dos RECs (which i chose not to knock them down...)....but one thing infuriates me: issit me, or dos RECs juz kpt likin to sae 'yeah' to a SG??...i tk alot of dos s*** when i was on tour as admin spec for the past daes...and yeah, it hurts, but its juz no longer as tolerable...and hence, i knocked down my first unknown RECs...

another amusin thing happens when i was helpin a Plt check their bags...when i found out dat a REC nvr cleared his fieldpack on time, he suddenly went into knock-down position, assif its somethin automatic...kinda reinforce the fact dat dere might b too much whackin around...anyway, i was amused and did not hesitate to recover him on the spot fast...

so far, been a busi time upgradin ourselves...we went for some shot trainin, which went horribly kock-up (i dun wish to talk more bout here...)...and we havin SOC!!!...woo, time for another nightmare...but amist all dos chaos, i finally did somethin i had been tryin to do since a person last contact: i managed to contact dat person again...one of the last of the 12d gang i been hangin wid since 2006...and nope, i haven forgotten much bout dis person cos it holds sig memories....oh well, i was eager to bring (mr) cheewei's 'hows it goin?' message to the ppl who he himself is concerned bout...its been long since the lot split...speakin of which, it will certainly b nice to c them again...but when?...me myself am nvr clear of dat time...sigh...