Date: 3.12.2008
Time: 12:49 AM

12.03 marks 1 thing...dats the dae after all dos s*** dat is BMT is so darn over...not dat i complainin bout the conditions dere bk at tekong...but rathre feelin lousy over the big mess i been makin ever since the start...well, POP had passed...'hooray'...

yeah, to heck wid dos lopng, long rehearsals we had before the big dae itself...to heck wid the crazily oscillatin weather dat kept goin frm rainy to shiny to rainy again...to heck wid the last time i held my wifr before i tossed it into the tonner dat brought it away frm my hands...to heck wid dos painful hr of standin still in the middle of the rain while we hopelessly watch some MP inspect us (speakin of which, it interests me to noe y BMTC would choose a female MP for a parade reviewin officer...hmmm....)...to heck wid the long and relatively grammatically incorrect speech given by the MP...to heck wid dos hand-ache-inducin marches we walk while twistin our helpless necks towards the big crowd ahead...to heck wid dos stupid runnin we do while singin 'train to b soldiers'...to heck wid the so-called fantastic moment when the whole lot sohut some cheer and toss dos caps...

POP means BMT over, leave tekong for gd...rite?

Wrg.

i got guard duty to serve LATER...goddamit, juz cos some sgt was clever nough to call me to the frt, examine some weapon and saw dat deadly mistake...i wun mention much bout it, cos the thought of not leavin tekong when u r supposed to was simply heart-breakin...

but on the brighter side, i finally passed the idioric phy test dat been buggin me for a long time...i managed to do 7 chin-ups (wid a little help, of cos)...as a result, my plt commander sae dat i completed bmt and shd stand some shot at command sch...okay, if dat means much to me...

prehaps before i leave dis bmt exp for gd, i would wanna talk bout dis plt commander who inspires me to spur on in dis bmt time...frm wad i c, he seem to live a relatively similar bmt exp bk den, den move on to OCS, become 2LT...hes veri patient, veri concious, vrei carin...he had NVR, repeat, NVR used a wd of vulgarity before...he nvr seem to lose his temper, but can effectively spread his message across the masses...cos lah, my plt loves him, was our fav commander...

me thks i may miss the moments of b'in called 'white man'...or 'commando'...oh, and dun bother to ask y i'm called dat...quite a story, u c...

well, will find time to yak again veri soon...