Date: 2.09.2008
Time: 6:20 PM

back again frm camp...quite strange dat SAF would arrange RECs to go to SDC to noe bout the prob s'pore facin...which we like, noe aweddy...but anyway, juz returned frm SDC indeed...lot changed...i was dere the prev time, rememberin dat its an army-biased attrction...now its truly more s'pore, no complains bout dat...but the one issue is dat the host juz yak too much, bet he noe bout dat one liao...talk till we listen more den interact wid dos exhibitions in the SDC...fast one also, thk lasted for bout 2 hrs den we all zhao home liao...u noe wad SAF shd do instead?...they shd bring dat fella to our lect rm at coy line and we sit dere and listen...to me, sound kinda more productive, u noe...

dis time is more on dos phy act, some catchin up after all the drama dats field camp...less den a wk to go to sit test (till now, i no freakin idea wad the hell is sit test...)...and less den 2 wks to A lv results...hmm, shd b veri anxious bout the results by now, u noe, but somehow i no afraid leh...no fear, worryin more bout survivin BMT rather den gettin A lv results leh...talk bout trauma of NS...

lats talk bout a side of me u dun realli c...NS brings out a psychic war within...kinda like a war btw my inner conciousness, aka my ego, and my outer self...u noe, the way i present myself to u guys...i lk like a blur sotong, which i'm kinda bk at coy line, but my ego noes more...i aweddy like, noe wads to b done and not...quite sell explains y i so quite when out, but on the web, can yak like crazy (hence the blog...)... but both sides juz conflict...cannot bring my outer self to do wad my ego thks...maybe its the phy compatibility lah, but hell, dun u thk its weird dat u can noe wad u r supposed to do but still cannot summon yr outer self to do it as well?...spooky and an idiot to me, cos dat gonna present some trouble ahead...

oh well, gd lk to myself for sit test...haha...